I had already applied to a new job and I was praying on EVERYTHING that it would come through . It took almost a month but the call came. I was sitting in my miserable cubicle with my cell phone in drawer and stopped all my activities and said God please get me out of here!!! That very moment a call came with a job offer!!!!, MY DREAM JOB, the job that was going to set me on a path to do the things I truly loved. It was a much smaller company, benefits did not even compare but it was worth it !!!!
January 28th , was the start of what seemed like a fairy tale. I went from a cubicle to a downtown office with a water view. Amazing coworker AMAZING BOSS who actually trusted me to do my job and do it well!! Although work was hard, constant and demanding sometimes beyond stressful I enjoyed every minute of it. There were some ups and downs , but it was all good . Life was good , money was good, I was getting married in 2011 and I asked what did I put in the universe to get it THIS GOOD?
Well life has a way of changing fast on you!!! My fiance suddenly had to transfer to a new state , I loved my new job and did not want to leave, I did not think I would ever get a better boss she was honest, funny, and although she did not dish out a WHOLE lot of compliments she had on her own way of letting you know you did a great job. I felt good about what I did and I did not want to give that up. With that I decided to stay behind just for a while praying and hoping something would change and he would come home. That is when the stress began!!!
So wedding postponed and the realization that I HAD TO LEAVE set it in. I made the plans things were so different than just earlier that year. I had to go to a place where I had no friends, knew no one ,had no job, and things started getting stressful really fast.
I have met some really cool people since I have been here, love the night life and I am slowly finding my way. I still have failed to find a permanent job, but now I am thinking outside of the box. Trying to find a way to get back to doing what I love for money of course!!!! Since I have been here there as been a lot of tears and frustration, but also a lot of hope and opportunity to restructure who I want to be. It is a journey and life is a journey. Sometimes we fail , sometimes we struggle, but success is always certain to come if you just keep trying.
Well 2012 is here!!!! It has not started like me the dreamer imagined !! I do believe that it will get better though. I know that there is a special blessing in the universe with my name on it. So here is to 2012, March 25th (my wedding day) and new beginnings. The wonderful thing is I don't have to do it alone I have my best friend behind me, my friends to encourage me, and my faith to inspire me.
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